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10.08.2021

My Best Friend

Sarah Ann Sharp is my best friend.  Some people have been jealous of our strong relationship and have tried to mess it up...but they can't...and they won't.

She has always been there for me and I will always be there for her.  She is so very good, unconditionally kind and forgiving...sometimes the opposite of myself.  Like me, she has a dangerous medical condition that makes her vulnerable and I just wanna protect her so much 'cos I care about her deeply.  This condition is a curse to her, but in a way it's shaped who she is.  She is difficult to understand sometimes 'cos it affects her mind, her communication, her reasoning and her memory...but it also makes her so open and accepting of someone like me.  She is very understanding of my own conditions 'cos she, like me, has also faced death and has had difficulty in love.

When something goes wrong in my life, when I think of dying in the future...she is the first one I think of in this world.  I couldn't leave her alone in this world and with her I am not alone.  When I think of a friend or a mate...none of them compare to her.  When I fear my troubles and life's hardships...I think of how hard life is for her and it strengthens my will.

We have similar beliefs, goals & interests...we just work.  I sometimes am down or find myself wasting time with idle hands in my loneliness...but sometimes she's just there hanging around me unknowingly keeping me from those troubles.

I find that in trying to make other friends or mates they don't meet up to the standards I am used to with her.  More people should be like her!

I thank her and I thank God for her every day.  I don't have to question how she feels about me 'cos I know she feels exactly the same.